Chulalongkorn

Outburst II

chulalongkorn — Thu, 12 Jan 2012 14:54:44 +0000

I am now pleased to start a new beginning with a transformation of becoming 38 and i only have 2 more years to prepare myself with all the moderation of being perfect at my age of 40..inshaAllah!

I’m also being grateful to Allah swt for blessing me with such patience in commending a disrespectful wife i have..an arrogant wife whose actions are full of pointless attack with abusive language as she speak of envy..our love affair or relationship is quite compatible, able to be together harmoniously for the past 8 years. Although there were many things that we both cannot reach the agreement; with an intense outburst of feeling resulting of distrust with one another, causing suspicious feeling which could persuade ourselves in wrongly way most of the time..

At intervals of time, I used to think of new foundation or principle of basic policy in supporting our differences, to precisely give the right definition of marriage is gonna be my greatest challenging task this year as she wasn’t quite easily be persuaded or influenced by my sincere advise or request..

My aim is to educate her to become a person who can grasp the meaning of congeniality, human understanding. To become a person with philosophical skill who can really know and understand the basic of truths and principles of the universe, life and morals. Creative imaginations which could neglect defamation that damages a person’s reputation. An intense manner resulted to any reckless actions should all be completely abolish..It’s all from devil’s incitement!

My really hope would be my earnest desire to witness the changes in her ideology in irritable manners,..Amin

Outburst

chulalongkorn — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 10:37:24 +0000

My life was heading to the right direction as i finally managed to cut forever..stopped all the madness. Living a healthy lifestyle with my beloved family. 10 months after we moved from Sri Penara to a peaceful living condition at my hometown here in Kok Lanas, Kelantan. My mind was finally able to lock up from the bad influences by some friends back at KL. Thanks to Allah swt for given me strengths to get out from there..

Fasting Month Begins…

chulalongkorn — Thu, 04 Aug 2011 10:27:06 +0000

Actually it’s now Day 4, for the first time in my adult life I’m experiencing fasting life here at my hometown of Kok Lanas, Kelantan. As all of my family now permanently staying here and we also don’t have any intention to move anywhere else except to have wonderful living lifestyle here. Mamanoni teached at Sek Keb Kg Berangan, Selising while as for me, at the moment I decided to take care of our beloved 3 kids. Farrah at primary 1 Sek Keb Kok Lanas..(my old school as a matter of fact!!)..Faizdlan will register at pre-school next year and Lil Myra starts her first steps any moment now!!

Well..guess I’ve to stop now, wanna buy something for ‘buka puasa’ at nearby Pasar Ramadhan. I will update later when I got free time..which is really hard to find one these days..ta..

England squad to win World Cup 2010

chulalongkorn — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 04:37:36 +0000

1. David James

2. Glen Johnson

3. Ashley Cole

4. Steven Gerrard

5. Rio Ferdinand (Captain)

6. John Terry

7. Aaron Lennon

8. Frank Lampard

9. Peter Crouch

10. Wayne Rooney

11. Joe Cole

12. Robert Green

13. Stephen Warnock

14. Gareth Barry

15. Matthew Upson

16. James Milner

17. Shaun Wright-Phillips

18. Jamie Carragher

19. Jermain Defoe

20. Ledley King

21. Emile Heskey

22. Michael Carrick

23. Joe Hart

I’m sure with this line ups, we will win the cup.

At 2 a.m

chulalongkorn — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 18:23:57 +0000

In the wee hours of the night I used to do my heavy thinking. Now, the only thing on my mind, well, isn’t quite so deep. I feel like I haven’t been on here in forever. I have definately lost the drive to spout about my life, which admittedly is very routine and bland. Truthfully, how many people actually want to hear about my exploit in a video game? A very fun one it’s true, but still, just a game and a way to both pass the time and keep me from spending money…which actually it’s not doing very well lately…

I haven’t written in a little while. I just quit my job, I just didn’t feel right in doing it, and since that was already going against me and there really wasn’t any specific point not to do so, I said ‘fuck it’ and let’s start a new life ahead!!

The End of Earley74

chulalongkorn — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 08:30:48 +0000

i have hit a stage in my life when what i wanted to do and what i am doing have collided and so fucking over. i wish that i could explain how i feel right now, i wish i could explain what is real, i wish i could wish for something other than the saddness in my heart, but i can’t and i wish that i could.

Devils in tears..

chulalongkorn — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 00:40:42 +0000

Manchester United suffered an agonising injury-time Champions League defeat to Bayern Munich last night. Ivica Olic applied the cool finish for Bayern’s winner after robbing Patrice Evra of possession in the box, and at that moment United medical staff instantly ran to Rooney, who appeared to land awkwardly on his right ankle after trying to avoid having his left foot trodden on by Mario Gomez.

Rooney had earlier scored his 34th goal of the season before deflecting Franck Ribery’s free-kick past Edwin van der Sar 13 minutes from time. Overall, the lads didn’t play well enough..they kept giving the ball away. In short, they caused their own defeat. Bayern were the better team. I can’t complain about that, but we’re better than that in possession. Its only that our lads kept giving it away and that was our downfall. The first goal was a bit of luck with a deflection but the last goal, I don’t know how you describe it. The game was done and we gave a terrible goal away.

Old Trafford will be a different game obviously. We will be much better, no doubt about that, and hopefully we can recover. We have the away goal and we’ll go out to win the game.

Spent time thinking of..

chulalongkorn — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 03:16:48 +0000

i have spent a lot of this week thinking about me and Mamanoni. and i have come to the complete conclusion in my mind that yes, in fact i am definitely in love with her. i don’t say that i love a woman unless they have proven that they love me and care for me for more than anything.

Sometimes i feel as if my world is falling in on me and i surely can’t breath and i can’t see as well. There are times when i forget that i am the one who causes all the problems and i forget that i am trying to be a different, happier person, the person that i know i am. But when the pain comes and all of the sudden, i remember that my life was not easy. My life was something that i would much rather start over and not to do the same mistake again, but i feel that there is too much here i need and mostly it concerns Mamanoni.

Our differences

chulalongkorn — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 08:50:20 +0000

Before that, I didn’t mean to hurt her feeling by writing this pieces of mind, Me and Mamanoni have quite a lot of different thinking for many things in life. She just can’t stand that I don’t think the way she does. Well, I’m not a close-minded, mean, self-centred person like her. She is so hateful and there was time she was acting like some sort of mean-spirited had been adhered in her, and it’s ridiculous. I can’t stand it sometimes and that makes me sad. She just passes judgement on shit she knows nothing about and it’s make me angry beyond belief!!..sigh.

I promised to myself that I will actively try and be a better person by paying more attention to my behaviour and my reactions and my actions as well. But now, I’m feeling tired and maybe try to get a few more hours of sleep, I don’t know.,usually my skin turns dry when I don’t get enough rest, and I barely slept for 4 hours last night. Better get going now…Au revoir

My Infatuation

chulalongkorn — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 08:15:25 +0000

I haven’t been designing much lately..still. I just haven’t felt up to it. At the meantime, I’m also considering the idea of starting my own business in the future. I’d really love to design and own my art gallery where I can stuff my artwork for all art-lovers out there. They can surely purchase the art at very reasonable price of course. That’d be awesome enough for me.

Other than that, still feeling a little nauseous throughout the day the past few days and with a little tooth aches, but nothing like the other day..