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Loving crave

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 24, 2013

I have cried my soul to the point of exhaustion, and now there’s nothing left for her. Anger, hurt and despair are what eroded to the surface of this delicate being.

I’ve encaptured myself in
silent darkness
in solitude, an ancient melody
greets my ears with
a delicate kiss
a sweet kiss…
a beautiful sound

* “Scents whirling in between us like rich ribbons
in the evening breeze”

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Existance of nothing

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 23, 2013

The natural arrangement of words for me to perceive and comprehend no longer exists. I close my eyes and there is a nothingness so frightening that not even i am bold enough to face it.
My current thoughts lack depth and it is in others that i search to fill this emptiness. Where has my inspiration vanished? Why has my soul given up on me..?
I feel as though i sometimes create situations in my mind that are not remnants of my realistic world. I feel things that are not present just so that i can guard myself against all evil doings. Now it’s getting the best of me. It’s thwarting my ability of fluency therefore affecting my relationship with others, soon enough, i will truly be all alone.
It affects me so dèeply that it can be sensed by those whom i allow to perceive. They do not understand. How can i make them understand a space of nothingness in my mind?.
My remedy is to remove myself from everything. That way, i’ll have the chance to unfold. But this occurence is never constant. What else should i do?. Let me think of something right now…emmm

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Existance of nothing

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 23, 2013

The natural arrangement of words for me to perceive and comprehend no longer exists. I close my eyes and there is a nothingness so frightening that not even i am bold enough to face it.
My current thoughts lack depth and it is in others that i search to fill this emptiness. Where has my inspiration vanished? Why has my soul given up on me..?
I feel as though i sometimes create situations in my mind that are not remnants of my realistic world. I feel things that are not present just so that i can guard myself against all evil doings. Now it’s getting the best of me. It’s thwarting my ability of fluency therefore affecting my relationship with others, soon enough, i will truly be all alone.
It affects me so dèeply that it can be sensed by those whom i allow to perceive. They do not understand. How can i make them understand a space of nothingness in my mind?.
My remedy is to remove myself from everything. That way, i’ll have the chance to unfold. But this occurence is never constant. What else should i do?. Let me think of something right now…emmm

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Existance of nothing

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 23, 2013

The natural arrangement of words for me to perceive and comprehend no longer exists. I close my eyes and there is a nothingness so frightening that not even i am bold enough to face it.
My current thoughts lack depth and it is in others that i search to fill this emptiness. Where has my inspiration vanished? Why has my soul given up on me..?
I feel as though i sometimes create situations in my mind that are not remnants of my realistic world. I feel things that are not present just so that i can guard myself against all evil doings. Now it’s getting the best of me. It’s thwarting my ability of fluency therefore affecting my relationship with others, soon enough, i will truly be all alone.
It affects me so dèeply that it can be sensed by those whom i allow to perceive. They do not understand. How can i make them understand a space of nothingness in my mind?.
My remedy is to remove myself from everything. That way, i’ll have the chance to unfold. But this occurence is never constant. What else should i do?. Let me think of something right now…emmm

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Living resilient

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 18, 2013

A dreamer’s vision
with a sentimental eye
destined to this torture
with a heartbeat unheard
a message denied
overlooked by fear
need to be alone
safe with your own wrath
a customed to your own charm
frowning with defeat
feeling power in their hand
turn away
lose yourself in this place
come out unloved
live without pain
feel no joy
no connection made
Rewind love
Learn live
individuality can lead to love
let go of their hold
look inside yourself
release the passion
feel what they feel
LOVE

~Chulalongkorn
10 am today

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Living resilient

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 18, 2013

A dreamer’s vision
with a sentimental eye
destined to this torture
with a heartbeat unheard
a message denied
overlooked by fear
need to be alone
safe with your own wrath
a customed to your own charm
frowning with defeat
feeling power in their hand
turn away
lose yourself in this place
come out unloved
live without pain
feel no joy
no connection made
Rewind love
Learn live
individuality can lead to love
let go of their hold
look inside yourself
release the passion
feel what they feel
LOVE

~Chulalongkorn
10 am today

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Living resilient

Posted by chulalongkorn on February 18, 2013

A dreamer’s vision
with a sentimental eye
destined to this torture
with a heartbeat unheard
a message denied
overlooked by fear
need to be alone
safe with your own wrath
a customed to your own charm
frowning with defeat
feeling power in their hand
turn away
lose yourself in this place
come out unloved
live without pain
feel no joy
no connection made
Rewind love
Learn live
individuality can lead to love
let go of their hold
look inside yourself
release the passion
feel what they feel
LOVE

~Chulalongkorn
10 am today

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