5th Day of Fasting..& PAS won state by-election

Ustaz Salleh Man ( PAS ) – 9618 votes : Rohaizat Othman(BN) – 5067 votes :- Majority by : 4551 votes

% voting :- 14,832 (73.1 %)
Total Voters : 20,290

Congratulations to PAS especially Ustaz Salleh Man for winning the seat

Owen bagged his first United Goal

Michael Owen got off the mark as Manchester United re-discovered that winning habit in emphatic style, 5-0 at Wigan. While England striker Wayne Rooney joined the 100 club in style as he scored his 100th and 101st goals for the club after netted 2 goals. In between, Dimitar Berbatov found the target in the 58th minute as United bounced back from their humbling by newly-promoted Burnley in midweek.

And Nani had the final word himself with a superb free-kick in stoppage time from 25 yards that sailed over a stranded Kirkland’s head.

A New Start

It’s not been a great week for me physically. Or emotionally. Just not a good week in general. It has made me think long and hard about my health condition as well as work related issues and my own struggles with it, which I don’t really feel like talking about right now, but maybe one day soon. Suffice to say, things suck in regards to it and I’m very saddened by it all and continue to feel sad about it. I always knew that I had this good person in me, and I always hoped that I would change one day, I just thought I would be too stubborn and set in my ways to EVER change. I’m pleasantly surprised to say the least. But it hasn’t been that long since my “Change for better Life” started off….

I’ve been super irritable today, and actually, just the past week or so. Actually, I’ve been on edge for quite a while, it’s just starting to wear me down I guess. I’m reaching my breaking point. I feel like my mind is just going to snap any day now. Argh. I can barely handle anything at this moment..sigh!..I honestly would just like a break. That would be incredibly nice. Really wish that I could cope with everything going on in a better way. I wish I could look at the positives, instead of negatives, but there just don’t seem to be any positives right now. i wish I could turn this all into some kind of good thing, but it’s not. It’s really really REALLY not right now. And it sucks. I’m just so tired of everything going badly, ya know? I just want some damn improvement in my life and some good. That would be really awesome. Really freaking awesome..I think!!

Well, anyways…even if you do hate yourself at this moment…you can learn to change that. As long as you LIVE, you have tomorrow. As long as you have tomorrow, you have HOPE. As long as you have hope, tomorrow may be a better day. And never forget, there are others who LOVE you. Sometimes we just have to hold on to that, We are our own worst enemies…Mamanoni, I know you’re tired. I know you hurt, physically, mentally, emotionally. I know you really want me to end to all this misery and suffering…but just gimmie a little more time…It is because you deserve better than this!! And the only way to get to those better tomorrows, is to get through the tough and painful today…

God, I’m so sensitive. I take everything way to seriously lately. TV news, movies, even commercials make me angry with their un-realistic situations and stuff. I get so pissed off, over things that don’t even really exist! It’s ridiculous somehow to think how people react as silly as they want to..even commenting on specific religious matters that come out from such great individual like Tuan Guru Hj Nik Abdul Aziz such as Heaven and Hell issue for instance…Ah, they just want to kiss their highest rank’s ass..innit??

Man Utd first away defeat…

United could not relieve the pressure though and when former Manchester City full-back Stephen Jordan drifted a cross to the far-post, Blake was on hand to let fly with a superbly-struck volley which was past Foster before the United keeper had a chance to react. So Burnley celebrated a night they will never forget in a sensational 1-0 victory over Manchester United. Wot a heartbreaking moment for me then. It was a bad performance by them. The Lads should have done more with the chances and possession they had. Michael Carrick saw a penalty chance to equalise kept out by one of a string of great saves by Burnley’s Danish keeper Brian ‘The Beast’ Jensen.

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ramadhan yang bakal tiba hujung minggu ini ialah bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan dan sebagai umat islam kita seharusnya menmanfaatkan sepenuhnya dengan memperbanyakkan amalan kita dengan pelbagai cara. Jadikan bulan Ramadhan ini untuk kita menambahkan pahala yang banyak ditawarkan olehNya. Puasa bukan saja menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga, bahkan ianya lebih mendalam dari segi penghayatan yang sebenarnya. Bagi diri saya, bulan Ramadhan ini adalah paling sesuai untuk saya menguji keimanan yang saya ada dengan menghindarkan perkara2 yang boleh membatalkan/mengurangkan pahala puasa dan sebagainya.

International Friendly

England drew Holland 2-2. The Lads made a right hash of things by gifting Holland two first-half goals through terrible back-passes by Rio Ferdinand and Gareth Barry. 

The jitters started before the home side’s opener when Ferdinand let a ball run through to Robert Green but it did not have sufficient pace and the West Ham keeper hurriedly cleared before Dirk Kuyt nipped in after 9th minute. 

On 36 minutes England shot themselves in the foot again. This time it was Barry who was culpable as his backpass went straight to Robben. Green saved Robben’s effort with his legs but Van der Vaart put away the rebound.

But super sub Jermain Defoe dug his mates out of a hole with a second-half double to earn a worthy draw against the World’s third-ranked side.

Cik Siti Wan Kembang

Apabila Sultan Mansur Shah mangkat 1526M (928H), maka putera baginda, Raja Gombak ditabalkan menjadi Sultan dengan gelaran “Sultan Gombak”. Setelah baginda Raja Gombak mangkat, maka cucunda baginda yang telah dijadikan putera angkat, iaitu Raja Ahmad, ditabal menjadi Sultan Kelantan pada 1584M (992H). Dengan gelaran Sultan Ahmad, Baginda telah berkahwin dengan Cik Banun puteri Seri Nara D’Raja, iaitu sepupu kepada Raja Hussein di sebelah isteri Lela Wangsa Pahang. Baginda berdua telah dikurniakan seorang puteri dinamakan Cik Siti Wan Kembang.

Baginda Sultan Ahmad mangkat pada 1589M, sewaktu puteri baginda Cik Siti Wan Kembang berusia 4 tahun, dan oleh sebab itu Raja Hussein dari Johor telah dilantik menjadi Pemangku Raja Pemerintah Kelantan. Bila Raja Hussein mangkat pada 1610M (1018H), maka Cik Wan Kembang ditabal menjadi Raja Kelantan. Baginda bersemayam di Gunung Chinta Wangsa, Ulu Kelantan, kira-kira 40 kilometer ke arah Tenggara Kuala Krai.

Pemerintahan Cik Siti Wan Kembang di Gunung Chinta Wangsa menjadi terkenal menyebabkan banyak dikunjungi oleh pedagang-pedagang dari dalam dan luar negeri termasuk juga orang-orang Arab yang mengelarkan Cik Wan kembang dengan panggilan “Paduka Cik Siti”. Baginda mempunyai seekor kijang yang amat disukai Baginda, iaitu persembahan daripada rakyat Baginda yang tinggal di Gunung Ayam.

Gambar kijang ini telah diterap di atas wang emas dengan perbelanjaan negeri, dan kemudiannya diabadikan pula sebagai sebahagian daripada daripada lambang kebesaran negeri Kelantan yang berkekalan hingga ke hari ini.

Dalam masa pemerintahan Cik Siti Wan Kembang yang memerintah di Gunung Chinta Wangsa itu, maka disebelah timur laut negeri Kelantan telah timbul sebuah lagi kerajaan berpusat di Jembal, dibawah pemerintahan Raja Sakti 1638M (1046H). Setelah Baginda mangkat, maka putera Baginda, Raja Loyor telah ditabal menjadi Raja pada 1649M (1059H). Baginda dianugerahkan dengan dua orang cahayamata iaitu seorang putera, Raja Sakti yang mangkat sejak kecil lagi dan seorang puteri bernama Puteri Saadong.

Hubungan baik telah terjalin di antara Kerajaan Cik Siti Wan Kembang di Gunung Chinta Wangsa, dengan Kerajaan Loyor di Jembal. Baginda Cik Siti Wan Kembang telah mengambil Puteri Saadong sebagai anak angkat yang akan mewarisi takhta kerajaan sepeninggalannya nanti, kerana Baginda tidak mempunyai puteri ataupun putera sebab baginda tidak pernah berkahwin.

Puteri Saadong seorang gadis ayu yang cantik dan jelita, digelar oleh penduduk Gunung Chinta Wangsa sebagai Puteri Wijaya Mala. Perihal kecantikan Puteri Saadong itu telah sampai kepada Maharaja Siam yang menghantar utusan untuk meminang Puteri Saadong, tetapi ditolak. Puteri Saadong telah dikahwinkan dengan Raja Abdullah iaitu sepupunya, dan telah dimahkotakan di Kota Tegayong (Tanah Serendah Sekebun Bunga Cherang Tegayong) dan kemudiannya dipindahkan ke Kota Jelasin di Kota Mahligai.

To Mamanoni…

These past couple days have been very strange for me. I find myself looking at you differently in a lot of aspects. It’s crazy because the moment I’m not with you, I want you to be around me. Our approach has been childish…not being able to talk to one another about anything. Its crazy how whatever happened I couldn’t even get an apology for but that wouldn’t of did anything for the pain I feel. I know you always think that I’m gonna mess around on you. Honestly, I tried….but I really can’t when it comes down to it. Its the craziest thing when you love someone you stop all the old shit you use to do just because you can’t do it because of the person you become. 

I never thought I would love again whole heartedly and want so much with another person but it has happened and I have no regrets. We try to be the best mates we can possibly be and that’s all that really matters in life. Hopefully we can learn from our mistakes and become better people for each other or someone else…

Never ever doubt my love because it was pure without judgement and all I ever wanted was Me and You as US…It is just sometimes you tend to connect with someone who never was the right one for you and it seems like that’s my never ending battle.

“That’s the thing about faith. If you don’t have it you can’t understand it. And if you do, no explanation is necessary”….

The Game is On: And Devil’s Lost e Shield

Chelsea beat Manchester United on penalties to win the Community Shield yesterday after a feisty 2-2 draw that offered few clues as to the destination of the far bigger prizes to be fought over during the next nine months. United’s Portuguese midfielder Nani showed glimpses of the flair that could help him fill the large hole left by the departure of Cristiano Ronaldo to Real Madrid while Chelsea’s Michael Essien gave another powerful midfield display. Chelsea looked far more comfortable after the break with Lampard and Essien much more involved. After 52 minutes Lampard linked up with Florent Malouda whose looping cross was not dealt with by Foster and he pawed the ball straight to Ricardo Carvalho who headed into an empty net.

Frank Lampard again showed his knack of scoring from midfield with one of Chelsea’s goals as they responded from a lethargic first half to take the lead while United’s Wayne Rooney took his stoppage time equaliser with trademark zeal.

I Feel like…

I’ve changed, even in the past three months. I think I’ve become a better, more positive person without being too idealistic. Smarter.
For the first time, I don’t feel like I need to cover a part of me up to protect my little feelings. It’s incredibly refreshing, and somehow I feel a little stronger from it. So..it seems like my life is starting to fold together a little bit more neatly now. 

I’m trying to keep reminding myself that as long as i remember to keep things simple, the way that i’m meant to be in the first place..i think i’ll be happy regardless. To just remember to relax, take a deep breath, and remember to reveal in the days where things can seem so complicated and so conflicted in your life, but there is always a moment or two that occurs to remind you what happiness feels like. As long as you are happy with yourself, i guess the most complicated things can turn out fantastically simple and beautiful….